Sunday, April 05, 2009

LonELy....



ever felt that one day you wake up...
you feel lonely in your heart???

things in your mind saying:
no one beside you...
no one to talk to...
no one to give you a hug...
no one wants to accompany you...
no one to hear what you feel...


well this is what i felt right now...
just hug or advices from an sms...
when i want to see new friends...
he won't allow it...
damn...

selalunya kalau aku rasa sunyi or sepi...
petang2 aku selalu ke istana garden kat bandar tu...
x pon kat pantai lido tu...
sbb sambil aku tgk matahari terbenam...




kepala otak aku sentiasa aje berfikir...
nape dgn aku...
pelajaran aku...
life aku...
pasangan aku...
financial problems...
macam2lah...
hmmm...

sekarang ni pada masa yang sama...
aku rasa terkongkong giler...
pergerakan aku makin lama makin terbatas...
ni aku rasa macam nak naik kl nnti...
nak jmpa kawan2 aku kat shah alam...
nak hang out dgn kawan masa sekolah aku dulu...
sahabat baik aku; Addie Hafizie
sushi king frend; Rashidi
and my band friend; Khaidir Anuar
xsangka diorg tinggal satu apartment tapi x sedar...
hurmmm.....

harap2 dia bagi aku pegi jmpa diorg...
coz i also have a life ok...
it's not fair that i can't see my friends in kl...
rimas tau x...
hurmmm....

anyway...
kesunyian sentasa di dalam hatiKu...

~h.Z.deAN~

6 comments:

eddie said...

hahaha..
kalox leh jumpe kengkawan, baek x yah nak bercouple.. hahhaa...

bigheart4bigboy said...

huhuhuhu....
no komen about that.. just wait n see... k!

Eisz said...

Di kongkong atau di tegah mmg elok. Sebab si dia sygkan diri anda.

bigheart4bigboy said...

iye...
but it doesn't mean that i don't have any life eisz...
sekali sekala fiz nak to be on my own... to be with my friends...
hurmmmm....

Eisz said...

In certain level of age, they will say No. If you're around my age, you will beg for it. Believe me.

You are lucky, love is exist. If (I mean IF, don't bother to have it!), you are becoming a single without true love, you will regret. I am afraid, you are juggling underneath her/his veins.

think for your fortune.

bigheart4bigboy said...

tq eisz...
i'm hoping too...
let's pray to ALLAh together k!
and i'll always pray for my dearest friends for allways be there with me...TQ..