Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Get It Right-Rachel Berry


What have I done? I wish I could run
Away from this ship goin' under
Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else
Now I feel the weight of the world is
On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight
Can I start again with my faith shaken?
'Cause I can't go back and undo this
I just have to stay and face my mistakes
But if I get stronger and wiser
I'll get through this
What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow
But how many times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right

So I throw up my fist
Throw a punch in the air
And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair
Yeah, I'll send down a wish
Yeah, I'll send up a prayer
And finally, someone will see
How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?
When all that you touch tumbles down?
'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things
I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?
Oh, how many times will it take for me?
To get it right
To get it ri-igh-ight

arghhh....
sangat mendalam lagu ini... 
T.T

Saturday, May 21, 2011

gone back to ipoh but quick drive to De Garden & Strawberry Moment~~ ^.^

huhu... 
dah lama aku nak update pasal pegi tempat nih..
lepas je pindah pada 11hb tu aku terpaksa tumpang tdo umah sedara aku kat belah .......
hehe..
so 12hb aku kena ar balik ke ipoh tok tdo umah atok aku 1-2- hari sebelum g ke kl
so sebelum balik ke umah atok wan(housemate) cakap nak makan tutti frutti & nak belanja aku... 
best ar ...
sampai2 aje teringat strawberry moment pulak.
. and at that time tgh ada lunch promotion.. so we had lunch over there.. and see what we've got...
huhu jangan ingat ada kat cameron highlands aje

the lunch promotion is RM19.90++ a meal..
Chicken chop+ice tea
(banyak pilihan but i'm talking apple tea)
so crunchy ^.^

for dessert i've chosen a strawberry mousse with 3 fresh strawberries

huhu
still not forgetting the tutti frutti...
not much of a choice but hey..
orang belanja maaa...
tQ
^.^


semester 4? OVER!

hihi...
 sorry x sempat nak post benda ni awal2 sebab abis je final tu dah pukul .. 
rehat2 kat rumah sambil pack sikit2 for the moving...
yes..
daripada dok umah yang 2 tingkat i had to move sbb...
1. duit sewa mahal..RM150 x termasuk bil api, air n internet...
2. jauh boleh tahan ar around 5km setiap kali nak pergi sahaja...
3. leceh.. yes relate back to no.2 sbb jauh so bila tertinggal barang agak susah nak amek..

so amek keputusan nak pindah...
syukur alhamdulillah dapat umah my senior...
its not much but still much lower, much nearer to the U...  
xpe ar... 1 sem lagi... T.T
ok ar... more updates coming up!
^.^

Friday, May 20, 2011

yes i'll send...


so why did i make this entry?
hmm...
dunno but if you looked at my last post..
owh.. don't remember?
just click here to preview back

seen it?
good ^.^
ok so this is what you can say part 2 from that entry..

ok yes i was going to send your clothes back by thursday but my dad just said to me that he wants to send a postage using post laju this upcoming monday...
so i'm ok with it..

but please i know its your clothes... 
don't let someone else told it to me especially to my own friend...
hmmm... 

i'm not who you think i am 3 years back...
i'm not naive...
i'm not going to do anything... 
"it's between us"-you said
but...
you told others...
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NiCe JoB!
(mata ke atas, tangan ke dada)

btw..
i was going to tell the debts but hey...
like i said before.. 
it's only between us...




Bluetooth..oh.. Bluetooth...

adeh..
baru je semangat nak upload semua gambar2 dalam fon aku & ingatkan nak post several updates..
apakan daya..
laptop tak ada build-in bluetooth...
so beli ar externalnya..
tapi buat hal pulak..
pasrah ajelah...
tengok ar kalau idea2 nak update blog tu ada besok..
dah ngantok nih... 
nite2!
^.^

Monday, May 09, 2011

Would you just listen?



Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,
I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,
How you felt around me? The memories we shared,
And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,
But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,
That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,
But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,
I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,
Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,
And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget, 
A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,
You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,
Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,
After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,
You and I had something special and that will never change,
Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,
I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,
That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,
And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.

© Tara-Kay Randall 4th June 2007

took it from the poet above... 
really into it... 
T.T

5 down 1 to go... migraine... >.< '''


ngee...
takde keja namanya itu :P
anyway.. 
muka kat pic tu pon dah tau keadaannya kan?
hehe.. ok ar.. nak baca HRM pulok nih..
buhbye~~


Sunday, May 08, 2011

4 down 2 more... but...


huhu... semalam baru je abis paper personal development...
paper last sem senang giler tuh... sem ni?
hanchor!!!
dalam hati dah menyumpah2 cakap asal ar sem ni semua bagi soalan susah...

haish... sabar ajelah...

dah ar.. nak pulun habis-habisan ar paper besok n lusa nih.. 

martylah... 
xabis2 nak update je kojenye...
dah ar ada 2 paper...
amek ko!

bye2 :P

Friday, May 06, 2011

makanan zaman kanak-kanak malam nih ^.^

huhu... tadi lepas makan singgah kedai runcit...
lepas beli botol besar 100plus pusing2 kat kedai tu jap.. 
tetiba jumpa snek2 yang dah lama tak jumpa.. 
apa lagi.. 
beli macam2.. 
hehe.. 
so inilah yang aku beli tadi...


ok ar nak tdo.. 
less than 9 hours left nak masuk exam hall... 
good luck korang!!!
^.^ 

hari ibu 2011? aku tiada di situ... T.T


according to yahoo.. 
Mother's day is on 8th May 2011
(the 2nd week of may)

huhu.. last time aku balik 
aku dah belikan my mum a present but lupo pulak nak amek gambar... 
yang penting dia setiap hari pakai 
^.^
ala.. x seberapa pon...
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mesti bosan kan?
sabar eyy...
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a rose mug...
actually mug tu bukannya macam ni sebab aku  tak sempat nak amek gambar.. 
like i said before...
my mum suka sangat rose 
so every year on mother's day aku akan bagi dia hadiah yg ada unsur rose 
^.^

ok ar nak study.. 
ada lagi 24 jam before the D-day...
happy mother's day ibu...
sorry can't be there...
ada paper T.T
1st time berjauhan dengan dia... woooo


Thursday, May 05, 2011

3 down... 3 to go...


huhu.. 
subjek tok paper ni aku agak pening sikit sebab dia berterabor..
 kejap dari buku nih kejap dari buku lain.. 
lepas tu ada pulak topik baru buatan sendiri.. 
pergh... 
poning eden...
xpe2..
 just nak bagitau... 
jangan marah eyyy :P


trauma paper no 3...


huhu... abis 3/5/11 aritu but baru nak update hari ni
ingatkan nak update semalam tapi penat pulak...

so 
trauma?
why???

haha..
sebelom paper:
hati kata: "prepared dah.."
otak kata: "50/50 ok ar..."
roh kata: "boleh punya!!"


lepas paper:
hati, otak dan roh kata: "mati ar... T.T"

tu je yg boleh dikatakan
mintaklah lulus paper nih


Wednesday, May 04, 2011

Jessie J - Nobody's Perfect




When I'm nervous I have this thing yeah I talk too much 
Sometimes I just can't shut the hell up 
It's like I need to tell someone anyone who'll listen 
And that's where I seem to fuck up, yeah 
I forget about the consequences, for a minute there I lose my senses 
And in the heat of the moment my mouth's starts going the words start flowing 

But I never meant to hurt you, I know it's time that i learnt to 
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved 
This is a lesson learnt , I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it 
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah 
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken 
So don't tell me you can't forgive me 
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no, nobodys perfect 


If i could turn back the hands of time 
I swear I never would have crossed that line 
I should of kept it between us but Jessie went and told the whole world how she's feeling and oh 
So I sit and I realise with these tears falling from my eyes 
I gotta change if I wanna keep you forever 
Promise that I'm gonna try 




But I never meant to hurt you, i know it's time that i learn to 
Treat the people I love like I wanna be loved 
This is a lesson learnt and I hate that I let you down and I feel so bad about it 
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah 
And I hate that I made you think that the trust we had is broken 
So don't tell me you can't forgive me 
Cause nobody's perfect, no, no, no, no, no, no, no,nobody's perfect 


Im Not a saint no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool 
But I swear that I'll never do that again to you 
I'm not a saint, no not at all, but what I did it wasn't cool 
but i swear that ill never do that again to you. 
I hate that I let you down, and I feel so bad about it 
I guess karma comes back around cause now I'm the one that's hurting yeah 
And I hate that I made you think that that the trust we had is broken 
So don't tell me you can't forgive me 
Cause nobody's perfect, no, 
nobody's perfect


credit to mr.fiq for posting up this song on his wall..
^.^