3 updates..

so i've updated 3 new updates..

bukan apa..

ada plan jap lagi maaa...

so tonight if i have the strength...

i want to blog about :

-mr.multi talented macho man-

-birthday me-

-ups and downs-

-result?-

and more...

so stay tuned...

wehh... ingat ni tv apa?

damn! i'm late!

^.^

Get It Right-Rachel Berry

What have I done? I wish I could run

Away from this ship goin' under

Just tryin' to help, hurt everyone else

Now I feel the weight of the world is

On my shoulders

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right

To get it ri-igh-ight

Can I start again with my faith shaken?

'Cause I can't go back and undo this

I just have to stay and face my mistakes

But if I get stronger and wiser

I'll get through this

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right

So I throw up my fist

Throw a punch in the air

And accept the truth that sometimes life isn't fair

Yeah, I'll send down a wish

Yeah, I'll send up a prayer

And finally, someone will see

How much I care!

What can you do when your good isn't good enough?

When all that you touch tumbles down?

'Cause my best intentions keep making a mess of things

I just wanna fix it somehow

But how many it times will it take?

Oh, how many times will it take for me?

To get it right

To get it ri-igh-ight

arghhh....

sangat mendalam lagu ini... 

T.T

Would you just listen?

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, just yet,

I'd like you to think back to the very first time we met,

How you felt around me? The memories we shared,

And just remember that once upon a time, you really cared.

Now think about how we parted, and how much I cried,

But please don't speak, remember that I never ever lied,

That I told you the honest truth about why we were to split,

But now I'd like you to know that my heart broke bit by bit.

The pain was deep, unbearable and painful, for so many years,

I'll never forget all the sadness, all the uncontrollable tears,

Slowly I am rebuilding my life, I am content with what I've got,

And although it is hard I am beginning to forget what I have not.

You were a special part of my life that I will never forget, 

A part of my life that broke my heart, but that I don't regret,

You gave me some happy memories that I'll keep in my heart,

Although sometimes I wish that you and I didn't have to part.

You were my first love and my true love, that will always be so,

After all of the heartache, sadness and never ending pain, I know,

You and I had something special and that will never change,

Because I love you and loving someone else will always seem strange.

Would you just listen and please don't say a word, not ever,

I'd like you to remember that once upon a time, we said forever,

That I had hopes and dreams, that I was the one who threw them away,

And this is something I will always regret until my dying day.

© Tara-Kay Randall 4th June 2007

took it from the poet above... 

really into it... 

T.T

hari ibu 2011? aku tiada di situ... T.T

according to yahoo.. 

Mother's day is on 8th May 2011

(the 2nd week of may)

huhu.. last time aku balik 

aku dah belikan my mum a present but lupo pulak nak amek gambar... 

yang penting dia setiap hari pakai 

^.^

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sabar eyy...

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a rose mug...

actually mug tu bukannya macam ni sebab aku  tak sempat nak amek gambar.. 

like i said before...

my mum suka sangat rose 

so every year on mother's day aku akan bagi dia hadiah yg ada unsur rose 

^.^

ok ar nak study.. 

ada lagi 24 jam before the D-day...

happy mother's day ibu...

sorry can't be there...

ada paper T.T

1st time berjauhan dengan dia... woooo

DOA PENERANG HATI

DOA PENERANG HATI

Ya ALLAH, bukakan olehmu atas hikmat engkau dan bentangkan olehmu atas kami gedung rahmat Engkau. Ya ALLAH, tuhan yang amat pengasih dari segala yang pengasih.

Ya ALLAH, Sinarilah hatiku dengan hidayatMu sebagaimana Engkau menyinari bumi dengan matahariMu Wahai tuhan yang membuka, wahai tuhan yang amat mengetahui, bukakanlah pintu hatiku pembukaan yang hampir, wahai tuhan yang membuka, wahai tuhan yang amat mengetahui.

Ya ALLAH, keluarkan aku dari kegelapan ragu-ragu kurniakanku sinaran kefahaman bukakanlah bagiku pintu ilmu, dan hiasilah aku dengan akhlak yang baik dan kasih sayang.

Ya ALLAH, tambahkanlah kepadaku ilmu dan berilah aku faham dan pengertian yang baik.

this was given to me by someone and tQ for it

^.^

Justin Bieber feat. Rascal Flatts- That Should Be Me Lyrics

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreading about this other guy
Do you do what you did what you did with me
Does he love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me
That should be me

You said you needed a little time from my mistakes
It's funny how you used that time to have me replaced
Did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies
What you doin' to me
You're taking him where we used to go
Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

That that should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong I can't go on
'Till you believe
That should be me

I need to know should I fight for love
Or disarm
It's getting harder to shield
This pain is my heart

Ooh Ooh

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad
That should be me
That should be me
That should be me feeling your kiss
That should be me buying you gifts
This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
That that should be me

Holding your hand
That should be me
The one making you laugh (oh baby oh)
That should be me

That should be me
Giving you flowers
That should be me
Talking for hours
That should be me (that should be me)
That should be me

That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me

tQ to daniel ahmad reza for the video..
-going to study for tomorrow's test. dunno if i can do it or not-
hmm..
T.T

Topeng-topeng penipuan

ternampak dalam satu blog luar negara mengenai topeng...

lebih2 lagi topeng teater yang semua orang tahu...

so dari blognya ini yang diperkatakan...

"I found the following poems on comedy and tragedy by Eleanor Roosevelt's aunt, Corrine Roosevelt Robinson:

Comedy

I am the Comic Muse,

Soft as the summer rain,

Come the children I bear

Out of the breath of my brain;

Love,--and Laughter than lifts,

Joy with the lilt of a song,

Beauty that's born of praise,

And Faith that has righted wrong.

I am the heart of a child,

I am the trust of a maid,

Spirit and passion of man,

Love that is unbetrayed;

I am the Muse that smiles,

Lo! and gladness is rife,

Comedy, I am called,

I am the mirror of Life.

Tragedy

I am the Tragic Muse;

Born of the web of my brain,

Lo! my children shall pass,

Poverty, Pathos, and Pain;

Labor,--and Love forsworn,

Each in their turn I name.

Jealousy, evil born

Sorrow, and Sin and Shame.

I am the World's despair,

I am the heart's despite,

Woven of me is fear,

Shadow of mine is night;

I am the Muse that weeps,

Out of my grief is Strife,

Tragedy, I am called

I am the mirror of Life!

~ Corinne Roosevelt Robinson (1861-1933) "

so even right now i'm in a theater and i'm just making a show to everyone i know but only i knew what i felt right now...

i 

just

want

to

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live.love.lost.learn

a million excuse but only 1 source, 

when your heart tells you something and you deny it, its just asking your brain to make an excuse to make you feel better for a while...

Adele- Don't You Remember

When will I see you again? 

You left with no goodbye, not a single word was said, 

No final kiss to seal any sins, 

I had no idea of the state we were in, 

I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness, 

And a wandering eye, 

And a heaviness in my head, 

But don't you remember? 

Don't you remember? 

The reason you loved me before, 

Baby, please remember me once more, 

When was the last time you thought of me? 

Or have you completely erased me from your memory? 

I often think about where I went wrong, 

The more I do, the less I know, 

But I know I have a fickle heart and bitterness, 

And a wandering eye, 

And a heaviness in my head, 

But don't you remember? 

Don't you remember? 

The reason you loved me before, 

Baby, please remember me once more, 

Gave you the space so you could breathe, 

I kept my distance so you would be free, 

In hope that you'd find the missing piece, 

To bring you back to me, 

Why don't you remember? 

Don't you remember? 

The reason you loved me before, 

Baby, please remember me once more, 

When will I see you again?

this song really speaks to me right now..

thank you [A]. Sher for the post of this song...

great suggestion...

hmm...