uNtukMu...

iye...

aku ni siapalah bagi dia...
hmmm....

aku ni tau ar kuat merajuk...
cepat kecik ati...

dah tu kalau dah tau kenapa nak sakat aku lagi?
dah tau aku ni mmg nmpk aje bdnnya besar tapi...
jgnlah tgk aku from the outside..
walaupon aku besar bdnnya
tapi i have feelings tau
n i know that there are many other's that are really your taste
but i still kept my words that
susah senag aku tetap terima nko..
aku tau yang aku just adik2 utk nko...
aku tau yang 4 what ever reason aku mmg x akan dapat nko
but janji tu akan aku bawak sampai ke mati tau...
hmmm....


aku ni xtau apa yang aku nak ucapkan sbb bukannya betul pon
kadang2 i'm just talking gibberish...
but for what reason if i'm making a promise...
especially a bond promise...
if you feel that you really..
truely...
care for me...
whenever and where ever...
deeply...
just as you promise to me...
and only me...
you would call me after you see this post.


because in my heart i know that your my first brother...
you are the one that can tell if i had any problems..
but xkan psl the last incident at M**R make you hate me...
and makin lama makin menjauhkan diri dari aku...
(adeh... makin lama aku type ni makin banjir air mata aku kat keyboard ni...)


finally...
sebelum aku ttp post ni...
i just wana tell you that i'm sorry for being
such a brat for you...

~h.z.dean~
(sorry ya'll... xde mood nak colour2kan this post this time)