Monday, October 26, 2009

Sunday, October 25, 2009

BicArA eXaM berMuLa!!!!!



huhuhu....
sem 5 dah nak abis...
n my paper is gonna be like hell....
hahaha...

anyway...
this is my paper for this month...
so kalau aku rasa nak update tgklah keadaan...
kalau x lambatlah....
hahaha...


MGT340/Human Resource Management- Khamis,29/10/2009- 2.15-5.15pm
MGT321/Organizational Behavior- Selasa,3/11/2009-2.15-5.15pm
LAW251/Business Law-Khamis, 5/11/2009-2.15-5.15pm
FIN329/Investment Management-Ahad,8/11/2009-8.15-10.15am
ECO211/Macroeconomics-Sabtu,14/11/2009-2.15-5.15pm

so inilah jadual aku....
apa2 kalau aku rajin nak meng-Update-kan blog aku (eleh...memang rajin pon...hehehe) aku letaklah gambar struggle aku nak belajar...
hahaha....
k ar...
nak tdo...
nite....

~h.Z.dEaN~

Saturday, October 24, 2009

MJ- This Is iT.



1,2,3,4
This is it, Here I stand
I’m the light of the world
I feel grand
And this love, I can feel
And I know, Yes for sure
It is real

And it feels as though I’ve seen your face a thousand times
And you said you really know me, yourself
And I know that you have got addicted with you eyes
But you say you’re gonna leave it for yourself
Oh
I never heard a single word about you
Falling in love wasn’t my plan
I never thought that I would be your lover
Come on please just understand

This is it
Like I said
I’m a light of your world
run away
we can feel
This is real
Every time I’m in love yeah I feel

And I feel as though I’ve known you since a thousand years
And you tell me that you’ve seen my face before
And you said to me that you don’t want me hanging around
many times wanna do it here before
Oh yeah
I never heard a single word about you
Falling in love wasn’t my plan
I never thought that I would be your lover
Come on please understand

This is it
I can feel
I’m the light of the world
This is real
feel my song
we can say
And I tell you feel that way

And it feels as though I’ve known you for a thousand years
And you said you saw my face yourself
And you said want to go with you all the while
And I know that it’s really for myself
Oh yeah
I never heard a single word about you
Falling in love wasn’t my plan
I never thought that I would be your lover
Come on please dear understand

I never heard a single word about you
Falling in love wasn’t my plan
I never thought that I would be your lover
Come on dear please understand
Oh yeah

I never heard a single word about you
Falling in love wasn’t my plan

-lagu minggu ini-24/10/09

~h.Z.dEaN~


Tom... i'm gonna miss you... :(



cukuplah ari tu comel kena langgar...
mak aku baru aje nak pulih...
tetiba aje nko pulak "tom"...

hmmm...
sebak dada aku bila bapak aku ckp ambikkan suratkahabr lama...
aku pon hairan ar...
muka bapak aku dan lain tau...
aku tny dia knp...
dia ckp dia nmpk "tom" kena langgar dgn kereta....
aku kuar tgk bapak aku dah alihkan kat tepi...

muka dia berdarah....
kawan mak aku ckp kalau kena impak di muka tu yang kucing tu terus mati...

adoiiii...
"tom" lagi banyak kenagan dengan aku...
setiap pagi aku akan bagi dia makan b4 aku nak ke kolej...
balik aje dia mesti tunggu aku kat gate...
x kiralah betapa lewatnya aku...
kadang2 kalau dia nmpk aku tdo petang dia mesti join n tidur kat sebelah...

aku xpernah rasa sedih macam ni...
kehilangan "tom" memang pedih...

aku tadi x sanggup nak angkat dia nak bawak ke belakang rumah nak tanam dia...
aku cuma tolong korekkan lubang aje...
sambil aku korek tu aku terkenang balik kenangan bersama dia...

adoiiiiii....
tensionnyaaaa.....

mak aku tadi hampir nak pengsan masa dia dpt tau berita ni...
sebab masa tu ak aku ada kursus kat satu sek. rendah...
petang tu masa bapak aku nak ambik dia aku sedar dia menangis mcm kehilangan seorang anak...

hahaha...
dulu kitorang pernahlah gurau2...
sampaikan aku ckp kat mak aku yang anak2 kucing ni semua "cucu-cucu" dia...
hmmmm.....


dugaan. cabaran. hidup.

~h.Z.dEaN~

Wednesday, October 21, 2009

SeLamaT TinggaL cOmeL... :(



hmmm...
hilangnya sahabat baik yang selalu mendengar aje apa yang luahkan...
kalau aku nangis je...
geram ke...
dia aje yang dengar...
tapi skg dia dah xde...

b4 this aku ada cita pasal comel.... klik sini...

aku dapat tau petang tadi...
jiran aku bagitau kat adik aku yang comel kena langgar between pagi-tengah hari tadi...
jiran aku tu siap dah tolong tanamkan lagi...
hmmm....

~sob~sob~

tapi yang paling sedih tu mak aku ar...
sampai dia demam skg ni...
hmm...
risau lak mak aku nih...
adeh..

xpelah...
Allah dah sayangkan dia lebih dari family aku...
aku terpaksa redha bahawa dia dah xde lagi n cuma tinggal 3 ekor ajelah...
hmmm....

-Al-Fatihah-

~h.Z.dEaN~

Sunday, October 18, 2009

Britney Spears- 3


1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'

1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves (oh)
Countin'

Babe, pick a night
To come out and play
If it's alright
What do you say

Merrier the more
Triple fun that way
Twister on the floor
What do you say

Are - you in
Livin' in sin is the new thing (yeah)
Are - you in
I am countin'

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'

1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves (oh)
Countin'

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'

1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves(oh)
Countin'

Three is a charm
Two is not the same
I don't see the harm
So are you game

Lets' make a team
Make 'em say my name
Lovin' the extreme
Now are you game

Are - you in
Livin' in sin is the new thing (yeah)
Are - you in
I am countin'

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'

1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves (oh)
Countin'

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3

Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves (oh)
Countin'

What we do is innocent
Just for fun and nothin' meant
If you don't like the company
Let's just do it you and me
You and me...
Or three...
Or four...
On the floor

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'

1, 2, 3
Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves (oh)
Countin'

1, 2, 3
Not only you and me
Got one eighty degrees
And I'm caught in between
Countin'
1, 2, 3

Peter, Paul & Mary
Gettin' down with 3P
Everybody loves (oh)

~h.Z.dEaN~
(lagu untuk minggu ini- 19/10/09)

MinGGuaNkU iNi???


huhuhu...

sunday...
selalunya kita tertunggu2 aje nak dtgnya the weekends ni kan?
mmm...
aku pon suka jgk ar...

but this week memanglah boring...
tapi xpe...
boring2 pon rehat jgk badan aku ni from the test n quizes from last 2 weeks....
ngeee.... q>.<p

tapi tahap bosan aku ni sampaikan aku tetiba aje buang tebiat... ajak si zarif tu ikut aku g jusco bukit indah... hahahaha... yang penting aku td hampir2 nak tertinggal barangan "dalaman" aku kat pizza hut tu....

wei... jangan piki lain naaaa.... td aku pi beli stokin n b_x_r aku daaa.... sibuk je... dah aku bagi tau ni toksah nak tny2 lagi...
q^.^p
haaa...

lawa x? huhuhu...



suka ar tuh... :P

anyway...
mlm ni aku rasa cam nak tdo awal ar...
assignment HR tu aku dah wat... kot...
huhuhuhu...
kena check balik nih...
mampos aku besok...
kena present nih..

k ar...
adios!!!

~h.Z.dEaN~

Monday, October 12, 2009

tRumpeTkU diDengAri hiNggA ke KotA SinGa!!! nGaUmmmm :P



huhuhu...
nak sambung story semalam...
hehehe...
mentang2lah nak rest jap from the busyness of studying...
preparing presentation...
bla bla bla...
urghhhh...
xmau dengarrr!!!!

moving on....

anyway...
se-tension2 aku...
mestilah nak relax kan...
hehehe...
thats why member aku ni ajak aku g singapore and meet this guy, Firdaus Muhd
huhu...

yuk kita ke s'pore!!!

aku pon layankan kepala...
sampai je kat sana...
member aku ckp ahad ni ada perform...

masak....
hmmm.....
tight n squeeze gilerlah jadual aku...
test sabtu n ahad...
then mlm ahad tu perform kat s'poe...
elok ar tuh...
but for a good cause....

yang penting aku diberi 6 lagu raya untuk dihafal within 5 days....
but aku practice 3 hari je....
huhuhu...


practice!!!!

on the night of the performance aku memang gabra giler....
i managed to play at least 3-4 songs...
diex3!!!

but believe it or not...
masa malam tu aku dpt main the whole 6 songs.... (huhu... not perfectlah...)
nasib baik aku ada sahabat serantau...
Lucas(kalau salah tulis lantak ar) :P

Lucas tu dak french horn tp kn main trumpet jap sbb xde orang yang nak main wooo...

moving on... again...
huhu...
penat2 pon enjoy giler...
dpat ambik gmbr dengan tuan pny badan sekali...

me and nabil



me and the conductor(Firdaus Muhd)

hahaha...
k ar... tu je nak cerita...
seronok ke?
mestilah...
1st time masuk s'pore dah terus kena wat performance....
syokkkk woookkk... :P:P:P

the marsiling wind orchestra... :P

k ar...
nak sambung study lagi...
then off to bed!!!

~h.Z.dEaN~

Sunday, October 11, 2009

teNsioN??? trUmpEt!!! ~haha~ >.<


wow... ni ke muka org tension??? :P

hahaha...
walaupon pelbagai dugaan dan cabaran aku tengah tempuhi berlaku...
tension selalu berlaku...
dan bila aku tension....
rokok???(mu gilo ke apo)
arak???(nak kena sembelih!!!)
durgs???(hell nooo!!!)

so apa yang aku wat???

YoK!!!
kiTa main TrumpET!!!

hahaha...
sengal ek gua???
xpelah...
at least aku leh lepaskan semuanya...

ha...
cakap pasal trumpet...
aku ada story untuk nkorang nih...
tapi aku cita esok k?
dah tengah mlm ar...

kekeke/..../
besok ada kelas pagi...
mi gratsi!!!

~h.Z.dEaN~

Friday, October 09, 2009

SaLahKah KaLau aKu bErsiKap sEbenGiNi?


"Life is ultimately about balance. Life should be lived well spiritually and physically."-Alfdin Shauki

kadangkala aku hairan...
adakah cinta aku ni semakin berputik ataupon semakin menjauh...

tiap hari aku cuba mengembangkan cintaku terhadapnya...

tapi makin memakan diriku ini...


aku sendiri tak terjaga nak jaga orang lain...
hidup aku sendiri yang tekucar kacir pon siapa yang pedulik kan...
i'm here ikat perut,migrain & sometimes tak cukup tido sebab banyak sangat benda yang nak difikirkan...

but sometimes have to think for yourself first...


ye...
memang nak naik kl...

but with no money in my poket what to do?
lebih2 lagi lebih kurang 2-3 weeks lagi nak final exam..
nanti kalau naik lagi ms.hai sure lagi marah than ever...
aku x tau ar siapa yang xmemahami sesiapa...

ntahlah...
life...

pernah aku dengar orang pesan kat aku...

"why do u do such stupid things because you stressed about life???
in what aspect do you stressed about it?? please...
Cinta or sayang tak boleh dari sebelah pihak.
Jangan korbankan perasaan kita pada orang yang belom tahu dia sayang kita ke tak...
tak kisahlah dah kenal 2 tahun ke... 20 tahun ke... kalau tetap tak menghargai setiap pengorbanan yang kita lalui tu tak ada gunanya..."

in a way i cried the whole day thingking about this things...
so, do the math... ok???
~h.Z.DeAn~

Sunday, October 04, 2009

BesTnyA abiS aSSignMent!!!!




yes!!!!
lasT assignment...
tepat jam 5.45 pm, AHAD 4 OKTOBER 2009, aku dah settlekan semua assignment aku...
akhirnya!!!!

so next is to consentrate on my studies for the upcoming exam in about 3 weeks roughly...
ngeee... >.<
tidakkk....
silibus bnyk lagi yang x abis nih..
sem ni mmg serius sem giler bagi aku...
xleh nak ckp apa2 lah kan...
huhuhu...

k ar...
kepala aku dah giler...
nak tdo jap...
hehe...


~h.Z.dEaN~

Friday, October 02, 2009

RaYa '09


family belah ayah... :D

huhuhu...
lama gak ek aku x update blog nih...
siap jagar aku tu jadik tulang...
hahaha...

anyway... nak kata syok 100% masa raya ari tu xleh ar kan...
bukannya apa...
dok sebok wat assignments ar...
xsenang duduk dibuatnya...
hahaha...

so raya pertama aku sambut kat kg. di ipoh...
hehehe
belah mak aku daa...
ni gambarnya... :)





besh...
yang penting malam raya pertama main mercun mcm org x ingat dunia...
hahahaha....

raya ke-3 aku g raya kat kl lak...
huhu...
ni gmbrnya kat bawah nih...
hahaha...
sporting x?
hahaha...
jarang tau nak mintak diorg sporting mcm ni...



hahaha...
apa2 pon...

sambut raya mestilah kena meriah...
walau busy mana kita sekali pon...
yang penting kita ingat pada orang yang kita amat sayang...

huhu...
k ar... ini je kot yang aku nak tulis...
dah lewat ar...
besok nak bawak nenek aku g pasar tani nih...
hehehe....


~h.Z.dEaN~