things to tell u guys...

wah bnyak benda yang aku nak update tapi apakan daya... 

dengan line yang sannngaaaattt laju aku pon xleh nak update banyak2...

 ni pon sikit je nak update pon dah makan masa.... 

insyallah aku update besok k? 

^.^

nite2

lapok! haish~

fuh...

banyaknya sarang labah-labah...

huhu.. 

biasalah... masuk bulan 2..

banyak benda ar nak kena settle this month... 

so xleh nak cerita panjang2 ar... 

nanti dah abis.. 

relax.. 

baru aku cerita k? 

chow!

result for my 1st degree exam? hurm~~

ngee... 

nervous giler after my convocation...

but on the 10th of december... 

morning is not that sunny...

damn!

dah risau...

sambil bukak e-mail terketar2...

last-last...

scrolling down...

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urgh...

disappointing ar

T.T

no mood lak tetiba...

~.~'''

convo countdown

macam x sabar aje nak convo uitm nih... 

but still kinda nervous because of preparations  and the forms i need to do

but the main problem that is really making my head Topsy turvy is the KPT form

urgh...

dah ar...

 nak rest... 

baik aku tdo dulu... 

tomorrow is a big day for me...

nite~

2:30am

its 2:30am and i'm so tried but i can't sleep..

why?

am i...

worried?

got some things to get out of my chest?

feeling guilty?

maybe...

i don't know...

hmm...

1 down 4 more to go... crap!

wow... 

yesterday was a bummer...

research methodology wooo...

ingatkan sama like diploma but it isn't

its much too difficult to handle

i even dozed of in the exam coz of lack of sleep...

haha

(z.z)

but i hope i'll pass this paper... kalau x...

HOOOhhhh... xmau pikirlah....

gerun sangat!

k ar... nak study or nest 2 papers...

OB and QMT!!!

go...go...go... PK!

ops!

:P

this fabulous post is upload:

rough day coz test week...

sorry semua...
minggu ni minggu tests ar...
gile wooo....
tadi aku baru aje abis test Research Methodology....
huaaa...
ni ada lagi 4 test on the way... ayooo...
mati ar gua...

anyway...
its been a rough week for me to handle such a burden...
study...
my love life...
hmmm....

ni baru je aku dpt tau yang aku kena amek lagi satu subjek which is
Operation Management

jadasnyaaa....
last time cakap xde...
ni ada pulak...
giler ar...
so total subjek=8!!!

lapan woooo... x giler ke???
dahlah aku xcukup kredit hour nak wat or else kena extend!!!

NOOOOO!!!!
say it isn't so!!!
hmmm....

dah ar...
nak g sambung study...

besok Investment,
lusa Selling...
Jumaat IB and Entrepreneur... matiiii!!!



"A beginner's mind takes you where you need to go" - a traditional Zen saying -

2 down... 3 to go!!!

ok x b4 masuk exam hall?

huhuhu...
semalam baru je abis paper yang kedua...
so kinda pening ar...
lebih2 lagi malam tadi satu badan aku sejuk tp dalam aku panas...
skg ni pon tgh belengging ni....

huhu...
anyway...
last weekend just g jejalan n dah lama x ambik gambar sendiri kan...
hahaha...
so ni je ar yang aku sempat ambik... :P


wanna eat bread??


huhu... saje je...


hujannnn...


huhu.... masa ni kawan ambik masa frust belajar... lawa plk... :P

huhuhu...
banyak nak cakap ni tapi xreti nak mula...
hmmm...
one of my flaws...
figures...
hahaha...
ok ar...
nak g belajar business law ar...
besok sudah paper maaa...

ngeri ek?
hahaha...

~h.Z.dEaN~

BicArA eXaM berMuLa!!!!!

huhuhu....
sem 5 dah nak abis...
n my paper is gonna be like hell....
hahaha...

anyway...
this is my paper for this month...
so kalau aku rasa nak update tgklah keadaan...
kalau x lambatlah....
hahaha...


MGT340/Human Resource Management- Khamis,29/10/2009- 2.15-5.15pm
MGT321/Organizational Behavior- Selasa,3/11/2009-2.15-5.15pm
LAW251/Business Law-Khamis, 5/11/2009-2.15-5.15pm
FIN329/Investment Management-Ahad,8/11/2009-8.15-10.15am
ECO211/Macroeconomics-Sabtu,14/11/2009-2.15-5.15pm

so inilah jadual aku....
apa2 kalau aku rajin nak meng-Update-kan blog aku (eleh...memang rajin pon...hehehe) aku letaklah gambar struggle aku nak belajar...
hahaha....
k ar...
nak tdo...
nite....

~h.Z.dEaN~

teNsioN??? trUmpEt!!! ~haha~ >.<

wow... ni ke muka org tension??? :P

hahaha...
walaupon pelbagai dugaan dan cabaran aku tengah tempuhi berlaku...
tension selalu berlaku...
dan bila aku tension....
rokok???(mu gilo ke apo)
arak???(nak kena sembelih!!!)
durgs???(hell nooo!!!)

so apa yang aku wat???

YoK!!!
kiTa main TrumpET!!!

hahaha...
sengal ek gua???
xpelah...
at least aku leh lepaskan semuanya...

ha...
cakap pasal trumpet...
aku ada story untuk nkorang nih...
tapi aku cita esok k?
dah tengah mlm ar...

kekeke/..../
besok ada kelas pagi...
mi gratsi!!!

~h.Z.dEaN~

aDa prEsenTaTiOn.... YaWn~~~

YaWn..........

pergh....
sedapnya menguap...
dahlah tu malam ni aku kena siapkan 2 presentations....

qO_op

huhuhu... tapi yang paling best is subjek OB...
jadas giler banyak benda aku nak kena wat dalam 1 subjek tu aje...
assignment nak macam ala org degree lak kan?
adess....

xpelah...
yang penting weekend ni aku busy lagi ar nampaknya...
huhuhu....

k ar...
nak settlekan presentation ni...
chow babes!

~h.Z.dEaN~

TeSt... qUiZeS aNd BrAiNfreeZe...

adoiyai...
ingatkan bulan puasa ni kuranglah keja kat kolej aku tuh...
lebih-lebih lagi lebas abisnya anugerah pelajar terbaik last week...

but...
from bad to worse...

huhu...
sebenarnya minggu lepas pinggang aku sakit giler wooo....
sampaikan aku ada test tau ari rabu lepas...
tapi nasib baik aku ada lecturer yang verrryyyy baik...
*tQ pn.hamni!*

bukan apa...
memang pinggang aku sakit, bapak aku suruh aku g urut sikit sbb aku kena tunjuk slide untuk annugerah tu nnti...

dah..dah...dah....
benda tu semua dah lepas...
so skg ni aku ada test n quiz...
n this maybe the jadual for my quizes n tests...

HR- 3/9/09
Investment- 2/9/09
OB- next week kot.. ntah.. susah ar lecturer yg ni...
Makro- mungkin 2 weeks from now
Law- mungkin 2 weeks from now

so...
musim puasa pon kepala aku pening...
nasib baik xyah nak pikir pasal makan...
so part duit aku tu syukurlah...
bolehlah aku nak beli something untuk someone...
yang penting benda tu 20/9/09 adalah ulangtahun pengenalan dengan dia....

so aku memang harap dalam bulan mulia ni, aku sangat2 nak jumpa dia or at least....
ntahlah....
~sob...sob...sob...~
adehhh...
aku xnak nangis2 ni lagi...
aku nak happy...

~h.Z.dEaN~

BuSy aR MinGgU ni... tapi....

minggu ni serius aku busy
dengan testnya...
dah ar tu pinggang aku mula sakit giler ni..

minggu ni aje aku ada:
2 test
2 quiz
3 assignment
1 movie making untuk annual hi-tea...

adesss....

yang penting next week aku renggang sikit...
kot...

~h.Z.dEaN~

apa ni... buatlah satu2....

begitu banyak giler aku nak update kat blog aku semenjak aku baru aje beli broadband ni....
hehehehe...
biasalah...
seronok apa....
hehehehe....

nak tengok?
huhuhu...
boleh aje...

tapi aku kena mintak maaflah kat zulfadli a.k.a tokey.....
bukannya aku xnak beli broadband dari tokey...
tapi mak aku yang nak tgk sendiri dpn mata...
sorry k?

sambung balik...
lawa x?
huhuhu..
the latest from celcom...

yang penting itu aje yang aku blh luahkan....
"slow2 k apiz...."
hehehehe....

k ar...
nak tdo...
besok aku nak teman nenek aku g pasar....
nite2...

~h.Z.dEaN~

DeMaM bro!!!

adoiii...
demam!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nak rehat....
baru aje nak update blog...
hmmm....
dahlah tu ari ni aku ada quiz investment n nak kena hantar assignment...
arghhhhhhhhhh........
nak bangun pon xleh ni....
damn!!!!!!!

k ar... nak tdo....
smbg nnti....
sorry to pn.zahar...
n also cik wan...

~h.Z.dEaN~

chOOse...

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,


And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

-robert frost-

~from this poem you an tell that i am deeply frustrated~
~i keep on trying myself don't go to the less travel road~
~but i guess love makes me go deeper~
~but as it gets deeper~
~more mischief and more disturbance~
~ that why i must choose~
~still or let go~

~h.Z.dEaN~

PeNaT...FruST...EnjoY...(sikit ar)

fuh...
penat tol main alat lama aku....
huhuhuhu...
iyelah..
dulu aku ni budak Pancaragam....
kuang...kuang...kuang...

English College Marching Band

aku dulu banyak alat yang aku main...

dari form 1:fife(sbb alat dah penuh...hahahahha)

then in form 2 and 3: flute and piccolo



form 4 and 5: mula2 aku main saxophone tapi aku tukar ke alto horn...
itulah yang aku melakat smpilah sekarang!!!!
kikiki....

but there is a BIG!!!!
yes and i mean it...
BIG difference between our batch and their batch....
salah satunya ialah the DISCIPLINE......

aku xtaulah nak cakap apa kan...
suka hati mak minah sayang bonceng mak dia nak datang ke x....
melawan ckp senior...
and thats the minor of what i can find...
(aku kalau marah aku ckp B.I)

enough of that...
tapi tahap yang aku paling frust giler ni junior2 aku...
mcm sial aje....
blh nak balik umah makcik arr... opah senah ke... apa2lah...
one thing i could say....
TuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT,,,,,,,,
(terpaksa dikaliskan utntuk kanak2 bawah umor 18 tahun...hihihihi)

tapi nasib yang amat baik bro aku datang.....
Mr.Fariq...
hohhhohoho....
setakat ni dialah pelapis yg bagus besides abg dialah...
weelllll......
but this year bilang pakai jari kucing aku pon boleh lepas arrrr.....
yang lain semua main angin aje....
blah arrr.....

apa2 pon besok aku nak xnak terpaksa join diorg for their perfomance kat JuSco teBrau city...
damn....
the performanc will be at 1 p.m kata cikgu ar....
so the best of luck!
i'm only playing my part just to save you little hinneys...
ok!

~h.Z.DeAn~

SUBJEK YANG AKU AMBIK BESOK......- IT in Business-

blh tahan jgk ar nk menghafal subjek niii.....
aku tinggal lagi 3 bab nk menghabiskan ni....
fuhhhh....

okokok...
nk dikatakan bnyk2 exam yg aku ambik this is the one yg paling bnyk halangan n cabaran bagi aku untuk belaja....

dengan kepulangan ke ilahi...
dengan gangguan mental aku yang seketika....
jiwa yang meronta...

huhuhuhu...

but everything in life has it's ups and downs....

right now i have at least 5-6 cabaran for this exam...
wow...
more presure...
damn....
ops...
mind my language...

huhuhuhu...
anyway ..
mau sambung balik...
got the exam at 2.00 pm tomorrow...

wish me good luck!!! :)

~h.Z.dEAn~

pC faiR in KL....

FUHHHH....
ramainya manusia...
kat mekah pon xdelah mcm ni....



dahlah tu kena g 5 hall!!!!
fuh...
jenoh nak merintasnya....
dahlah tu abg aku ni lak nak cari laptop....
huhuhuhu....

the best part of all aku kena jaga duit sbb dia nak beli laptop...
hehehehhe...
(Rm2000 tuuuuu.....)






mula2 nak beli hp...
budget terlebih lakkkk....

then g ke Acer....
hampeh internel dia....

next,
toshiba....
spek dia semua ok but tiba2 dia ckp kena order...
adehhhhh.....
dia ckp wat down payment Rm100....
then ambik 4-5 days after that...
harga mmg runtuh giler.....
but the risk is the timing ar...


last2 kitorg tgk mcm org giler
g ar kat Dell...
ok ar...
the internal n the free gift are quite ok...


kitorg pilih Dell Inspiron 1525...
(i think....hehehehhehehe)
but the picture here is the laptop...

tapi lepas tu balik penat giler wooooo....
but best....
nasib baiklah aku ni org jb... xdelah giler2 mcm ni...
hehehehehehe.....

~h.Z.DeAn~

3JaM pnY assiGnmeNt.....

dahlah tgh demam satu ari ni...
tiba2 aje aku dapat call from my friend...
(friend ke???)
apa2lah....
anyway i'm stuck with him...
what to do...

sambung...
aku dpt tau yang aku kena wat assignment PR
which means Public Relations.....
kena wat launching proposal....
n dia nak tommorow morning!!!!
ayohhhh
martyyyy akuuuhhh....

nasib baik ar ada org tolong....
huhuhu....
so sama2 ara search mcm org giler....
bebel pon dah mcm org giler...
sambil2 tu dengar lagu lady gaga-fashion
n kat DeLuna-unstoppable..
(nnti aku bagi lirik dia)


so skg ni tgh wat bahagian aku ar....
gi mampos ar...
aku nak wat pelancaran kereta ezora cukup ar....
kepala dahlah tgh weng wong wing ni....

k ar....
nak sambung balik wat keja....

~h.z.dEaN~