annoying... am i?

am i like the orange guy?

comment please...

creating new logo for BLOGGER MALAYA...

hahaha...

kelakar x?

biasalah... 

usaha 1 jam :P

ni yang lama...

aku xnak cakap apa...

just that before i want to copy or to reuse the original photo... 

terpikir2lah nak edit...

 tetiba je search kat yahoo...

 jumpa that the logo was originated from US Canada... 

but in colors...

HOH!!!

yang lagi best...

harimaumalaya pon ada jugak...

haha..

so in this logo... 

make it an original one..

so its worth to make it a profit group..

tak setuju ke korang?

bagi cadangan k?

memang susah tengok orang happy

this is what i felt right now....

all because of this...

get what i mean?

pikirlah!

stalker? urgh~~

urgh..

really hate stalkers...

dah ar xde life..

lepas tu rampas life org lain...

take like it was theirs

and cakap kita pulak yang rampas life dia..

huh? 

sudahlah.. i know some of my friends involved in this and even being dragged into a situation where the stalker embarrassed him at his past events..

and just this morning aku baru je dapat tau that i  (think) there's a identity copier of me... 

20% of my friends who he didn't even knew and kenal pon dia add... 

sedangkan from mutual friend memang xde kaitan..

right now aku biar je dulu coz i don't have enough proof...

but soon enough i'll be observing him form time to time...

takut how many other friends dia nak rampas 

urgh~~

lots of explaining to tell but i'm kinda *mad*...yes.. mad is a safe word :P

my campus is like "anak tiri"

kolej uitm perak 1

kolej uitm perak 2

its quite ok ar bagi yang nak belajar je mmg boleh hidup ar...

for me? 

seriously?

are you freakin'  kidding me???

hahaha...

mmg aku susah ar nak idop...

maybe aku nak merayu kat mak aku tok bawak keta ke sini... 

and the best part of all why i said that my faculty is like "anak tiri" is because from the looks of it...

my faculty is the smallest of all...

in my opinionlah...

so needless to say...

thankful?

or

dreadful?

you'll decide...

LasT PaPer tHis SaTurdaY!!!

semalam baru je abis paper investment...
tapi aku x confident aku lulus...
ayooohhh...

1st time in my life i have no confidence on answering my question paper...
dahlah tu any mathematical questions my specialties...

urgh... -_-'''

dahlah... malas nak ckp...
anyway...
1 more paper to go and paper tu macroceonomics...
this is the i aku nk target giler coz before this aku asyik fail je...
xpe...
still got time to revise and understand it...

k ar...
nak g gantung baju...
hahaha
mak xde...
aku kena jadi "anak dara" kat umah tu...
hahahaha...

~h.Z.dEaN~

2 down... 3 to go!!!

ok x b4 masuk exam hall?

huhuhu...
semalam baru je abis paper yang kedua...
so kinda pening ar...
lebih2 lagi malam tadi satu badan aku sejuk tp dalam aku panas...
skg ni pon tgh belengging ni....

huhu...
anyway...
last weekend just g jejalan n dah lama x ambik gambar sendiri kan...
hahaha...
so ni je ar yang aku sempat ambik... :P


wanna eat bread??


huhu... saje je...


hujannnn...


huhu.... masa ni kawan ambik masa frust belajar... lawa plk... :P

huhuhu...
banyak nak cakap ni tapi xreti nak mula...
hmmm...
one of my flaws...
figures...
hahaha...
ok ar...
nak g belajar business law ar...
besok sudah paper maaa...

ngeri ek?
hahaha...

~h.Z.dEaN~

puAsA y'aLL!!!!

lagi dua ari lagi nak puasa...
so aku mau ucapkan selamat menjalani ibadah puasa...

iyelah...
sejahat2 aku pon...
puasa aku ambik serius...

huhu...
k ar nk belaja...
besok ada test law n quiz on investment...

~h.Z.dEaN~

baNyaK keRja yaNg teRgendaLa Weiii... x sukA aRRR...

susah ar nak wat keja kat cc ni...
one thing for sure is that there is NO PRivaCY...
mencik ar...

dah ar tu the connection is soooo lame n lembab...
n nak bukak satu page tu dah mkn masa 5 minit...
jadasnyaaa////

apa2lah... yang penting dalam masa terdekat ni aku begitu susah nak update segala yang perlu di "update"kan...
hmmm...
k ar...
kang kalau aku update ni bnyk2 takut x lepas kang... h
hahahaha....

~h.Z.dEaN~

chOOse...

The Road Not Taken

Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,


And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference.

-robert frost-

~from this poem you an tell that i am deeply frustrated~
~i keep on trying myself don't go to the less travel road~
~but i guess love makes me go deeper~
~but as it gets deeper~
~more mischief and more disturbance~
~ that why i must choose~
~still or let go~

~h.Z.dEaN~

PeNaT...FruST...EnjoY...(sikit ar)

fuh...
penat tol main alat lama aku....
huhuhuhu...
iyelah..
dulu aku ni budak Pancaragam....
kuang...kuang...kuang...

English College Marching Band

aku dulu banyak alat yang aku main...

dari form 1:fife(sbb alat dah penuh...hahahahha)

then in form 2 and 3: flute and piccolo



form 4 and 5: mula2 aku main saxophone tapi aku tukar ke alto horn...
itulah yang aku melakat smpilah sekarang!!!!
kikiki....

but there is a BIG!!!!
yes and i mean it...
BIG difference between our batch and their batch....
salah satunya ialah the DISCIPLINE......

aku xtaulah nak cakap apa kan...
suka hati mak minah sayang bonceng mak dia nak datang ke x....
melawan ckp senior...
and thats the minor of what i can find...
(aku kalau marah aku ckp B.I)

enough of that...
tapi tahap yang aku paling frust giler ni junior2 aku...
mcm sial aje....
blh nak balik umah makcik arr... opah senah ke... apa2lah...
one thing i could say....
TuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT,,,,,,,,
(terpaksa dikaliskan utntuk kanak2 bawah umor 18 tahun...hihihihi)

tapi nasib yang amat baik bro aku datang.....
Mr.Fariq...
hohhhohoho....
setakat ni dialah pelapis yg bagus besides abg dialah...
weelllll......
but this year bilang pakai jari kucing aku pon boleh lepas arrrr.....
yang lain semua main angin aje....
blah arrr.....

apa2 pon besok aku nak xnak terpaksa join diorg for their perfomance kat JuSco teBrau city...
damn....
the performanc will be at 1 p.m kata cikgu ar....
so the best of luck!
i'm only playing my part just to save you little hinneys...
ok!

~h.Z.DeAn~

ni tgh bosan.....

huhuhuhu... ramai yang aku dapat komen pasal gambar ni...
sebenarnya waktu aku ambik tu waktu petang...
bukan pagi n bukan aku x mandi lagi...
apalah....
ada ke patot....

~h.z.DeAN~

yunA- daN seBenaRnya....

Oh bulan
jangan layan diriku lagi
pabila,
air mata membasahi pipi
dan lagu2 di radio seolah2 memerli aku
pabila,
kau bersama yg lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

ku enggan
berpura pura ku bahagia
ku enggan
melihat kau bersama si dia
oh ku akui cemburu
telah menular dalam diri
pabila
kau bersama yang lain

adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu
kau juga merindui aku

pabila kau merenung matanya
ku rebah,
jatuh ke bumi
di saat kau benar-benar mahu pergi
seperti ku bernafas dalam air
adakah perasaaan benci ini sebenarnya cinta
yang masih bersemadi untukmu
dan sebenarya ku mengharapkan
di sebalik senyuman mu itu kau juga merindui aku
oh.....

60 jam bUMi....

WOW!!!
x sangka kan?
dunia kita sangat panas....
jomlah sertai kempen ini....

hmmm....
baik aku mulakan sebaran ini ek????
huhuhuhu...
at the same time aku jdkannya sebagai tag nak????
hahahahaha....

oklah....
aku nak sebarkan kepada semua kawan2ku ini:

-abg eddie
-yaya
-putut
-cless
-pj selamba
-amALIVE
-eisz
-napi...(eh... dah wat ke??? TQTQTQTQ)
-paknil
-abg bush
-the wan and only

okkk???... aku di tag oleh en.PJ...

Rules of the tag:

1) Make a list of what u want on your birthday
2) The list should be 10 numbers
3) post the image of this award to your posting
4) give it to 10 frens of yours

a great modern mansion....



own one of the islands in dubai...

tons of money...




a collection of the latest perfumes...


Nikon D3x...(newest in 2009)

Hover Car Rolls Royce Phantom

unlimited gym membership....



around the world trip...


lord's tailor clothing line....



and her to be my "bank negara"
phm2 ajelah kan...


tag to:
misz yaya
misz putut
mr.eisz
mr.eddie
mr.cless
mr.syam
mr.napi
mr.joy
en.wan
and,
mr.grafique

uNtukMu...

iye...

aku ni siapalah bagi dia...
hmmm....

aku ni tau ar kuat merajuk...
cepat kecik ati...

dah tu kalau dah tau kenapa nak sakat aku lagi?
dah tau aku ni mmg nmpk aje bdnnya besar tapi...
jgnlah tgk aku from the outside..
walaupon aku besar bdnnya
tapi i have feelings tau
n i know that there are many other's that are really your taste
but i still kept my words that
susah senag aku tetap terima nko..
aku tau yang aku just adik2 utk nko...
aku tau yang 4 what ever reason aku mmg x akan dapat nko
but janji tu akan aku bawak sampai ke mati tau...
hmmm....


aku ni xtau apa yang aku nak ucapkan sbb bukannya betul pon
kadang2 i'm just talking gibberish...
but for what reason if i'm making a promise...
especially a bond promise...
if you feel that you really..
truely...
care for me...
whenever and where ever...
deeply...
just as you promise to me...
and only me...
you would call me after you see this post.


because in my heart i know that your my first brother...
you are the one that can tell if i had any problems..
but xkan psl the last incident at M**R make you hate me...
and makin lama makin menjauhkan diri dari aku...
(adeh... makin lama aku type ni makin banjir air mata aku kat keyboard ni...)


finally...
sebelum aku ttp post ni...
i just wana tell you that i'm sorry for being
such a brat for you...

~h.z.dean~
(sorry ya'll... xde mood nak colour2kan this post this time)