yes i'll send...

so why did i make this entry?

hmm...

dunno but if you looked at my last post..

owh.. don't remember?

just click here to preview back

STOP TO SEE MY LAST ENTRY

seen it?

good ^.^

ok so this is what you can say part 2 from that entry..

ok yes i was going to send your clothes back by thursday but my dad just said to me that he wants to send a postage using post laju this upcoming monday...

so i'm ok with it..

but please i know its your clothes... 

don't let someone else told it to me especially to my own friend...

hmmm... 

i'm not who you think i am 3 years back...

i'm not naive...

i'm not going to do anything... 

"it's between us"-you said

but...

you told others...

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NiCe JoB!

(mata ke atas, tangan ke dada)

btw..

i was going to tell the debts but hey...

like i said before.. 

it's only between us...

stop! please stop!!!! T.T

tolong ar berhenti..

aku dah muak tau tak...

setiap semester...

for once please...

jgnlah kacau time waktu genting nih...

pasal baju leh sabar?

selama ni aku reti je sabar...

bukannya pasal perasaan malah bnyk bnda lagi yang aku bersabar lagi cuma tak nampak je...

so please..

stop.

period.

lies+ tell others false things= FITNAH!

just think ar...

dah besar panjang...

ada otak boleh pikir baik burk org tu..

jgn terus judge org without hearing from both sides of the story...

i'm tired of these "SOAB" telling others ithat i'm a two time player..

WTH!

i'm studying in a deserted place far away from social humaity and stil i've been called names..

hey..

 tolong ar..

fitnah2 ni semua kuar sebab jelousy, anger and hatred..

so i'm sorry if i've hurt your feeling  unintentionally

but please ar...

enough of there rummors...

yum! lepas tension ke?

nyum....

bestnya kalau dapat makan semua cookies tu kan?

haha...

lately aku banyak stress and secara xsengaja aku banyak sangat makan smpikan aku dah over budget harian aku...

hmmm... 

pasal apalah tu ek...

i need to distress myself in a healthier way ar...

lalala~~~ =.=

maybe dengar lagu relax2 ke....

huhu... xbest ar...

x pon...

tutti frutti~~

nyum! and healthy!!

hehehe... 

tp jauh dari tempat aku n mahal ar...

NEXT!

bestnya...

siapa nak tolong urutkan? 

hehehe...

 tp aku rasa the best way right now is just do this ar...

wah... bestnya adik ni main!!

hehe... 

apa lagi... main wii sudah~~

lebih2 lagi main boxing... 

dapat aku visualize muka org yg aku benci...

 ops! 

siapalah agaknya ekkk.. 

hahaha...

seem so short... sigh

silly of me..

why there is always a person trying to sabotage me...

jealousy? 

think so..

aku dah malas dah nak melayan benda bodoh nih...

but if he... yes its a HE...

dumb ass...

if he tries to interrupt me life again...

then he just released the inner devil of me...

 a warning for now

hmm...

sengal 

memang susah tengok orang happy

this is what i felt right now....

all because of this...

get what i mean?

pikirlah!

stalker? urgh~~

urgh..

really hate stalkers...

dah ar xde life..

lepas tu rampas life org lain...

take like it was theirs

and cakap kita pulak yang rampas life dia..

huh? 

sudahlah.. i know some of my friends involved in this and even being dragged into a situation where the stalker embarrassed him at his past events..

and just this morning aku baru je dapat tau that i  (think) there's a identity copier of me... 

20% of my friends who he didn't even knew and kenal pon dia add... 

sedangkan from mutual friend memang xde kaitan..

right now aku biar je dulu coz i don't have enough proof...

but soon enough i'll be observing him form time to time...

takut how many other friends dia nak rampas 

urgh~~

lots of explaining to tell but i'm kinda *mad*...yes.. mad is a safe word :P

~emotions~

it's kinda dumb when you want to talk about emotions over here right?

hmm...

for me...

my emotions are like this 

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this pass few days I've been experiencing a lot of emotional corruptions...

but i still have to wear this "kitty" mask so that my friends know that I've no problem...

but i can only tell in here..

so that any comments of guiding and be a useful thing for me...

its been a week i haven't sleep peacefully...

with my first degree exam...

my handphone's charger plug has gone haywire 

and best of all...

juggling with my personal life with my "fantasy" like...

huhu...

wow... first time I'm updating my blog in English.. (maybe..)

ok then... 

gtg...

need to sleep... at least 2 hours is enough... 

right?

(?.?)

camping, convo, faculty dinner, everything-LAH!!!

benda ni kalau aku nak cakap memang boleh wat slideshow...

hahaha

boleh dikatakan teramat pack activiti aku selepas raya nih... last week aje yang aku ok ...

but still xleh nak wat apa2.. (T.T)

naik je cuti raya kitorang ada test...

kalau 1-2 boleh lagi..

nah...

every day mcm org nak g exam pulok...

dah ar sekarang ni aku xbuat lagi ressearch methodology nih... nak submit lusa... (T.T) (T.T)

arghhhh (>o<)

nak wat camana....

dah kata dak degree..

ngeee...

so tension!

busy sangat ar ~~seriously

banyak benda yang aku nak upload kat blog aku nih...

tapi x kesampaian kebab busynya x putus2...

ni pon aku buat kejap sebab kawan aku dah tanya bila nak upload blog...

ngeee...

(-.-)''''

nah!

aku dah upload nih~~~

hahaha

(sorry sangat u guys...)

quizzes, assignments and group projects! here we go again!!!

hampir genap sebulan aku merantau ke negeri org lain nih...

yelah... bukannya apa...

tok pelajaran jugak kan...

huhu...

at first aku ingatkan nak ke kl or seremban tau ... 

but aku pikir2 balik...

 dgn menyusahkan org lainnya.. 

duitnya terbang mcm tu je kat tambang... 

baik aku g umah kawan aku kat sini belanja makan... 

senang hati :P

its kinda hard bila your 1st quiz paper pepagi buta...

 dah ar dengan pendaftaran subjek yang x betul lagi...

adoi...

makin lama aku x paham ar system uitm nih... 

ari tu ckp kalau subjek xleh daftar jmpa KP... 

bila dah jmpa yang lepas satu jer... apa daaa..

ni baru dpt tau dari kawan aku sat tadi...

rupanya kena g unit luar kampus...

bagitau kat diorg... 

kan senang kalau dari awal g tau....

hish... macam menaruh harapan je menunggu subjek tok masuk ke x... 

kihkihkih

anyway...

petang tu mmg bosing yang amat... so apa lagi... 

bukak buku...

bukak segala assignment...

 yang penting bila lapar ada aje  Mamee Sllrrrp tu... hehehe... 

mula2 nak wa satu je... tetiba aje kwn aku bukak pintu je ckp senang aje....

"apis...... nak jugak!"

sungguh gedik!!! 

dah ar mat ragbi...

lepas tu bila aku dah wat tersipu2... malu2 nak amek...

kahkahkah... 

ok ar... nak sambung belajar nih... 

next week ada 3quiz, 2 assignment nak kena submit... 

n 3 group project kena settle... 

ADOIIIII!!!!

cutting my hair??? what style???

ngeee~~~ 

bila rambut aku panjang aje mestilah ada yang tak kena...

so its time for me to cut my hair...

but what style?

huhu... 

here are some hair styles that i like... 

so kalau ada yang lain silalah cadangkan k?

 setakat ni this is my fav. yang rambut mr.supernatural nih... :P

 huhuhu...

xpon aku potong macam ni... 

yelah... 

football season dah dekat kan... 

kahkahkah..

!st paper my worst nightmare

so hard!

aku dah buat 4 past year tadi... and what i know is that Research Methodology is sooooo..... HARD!!!!

dahlah my MKK is around 23/40 aje... hurm...

ngeee....

even the preasure here in the house make me want to go out.... headed to the end of the world...

AAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!!!!!

 dah ar... nak cuba wat past year lagi...

rough day coz test week...

sorry semua...
minggu ni minggu tests ar...
gile wooo....
tadi aku baru aje abis test Research Methodology....
huaaa...
ni ada lagi 4 test on the way... ayooo...
mati ar gua...

anyway...
its been a rough week for me to handle such a burden...
study...
my love life...
hmmm....

ni baru je aku dpt tau yang aku kena amek lagi satu subjek which is
Operation Management

jadasnyaaa....
last time cakap xde...
ni ada pulak...
giler ar...
so total subjek=8!!!

lapan woooo... x giler ke???
dahlah aku xcukup kredit hour nak wat or else kena extend!!!

NOOOOO!!!!
say it isn't so!!!
hmmm....

dah ar...
nak g sambung study...

besok Investment,
lusa Selling...
Jumaat IB and Entrepreneur... matiiii!!!



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